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Live Konfi

by Konfi Tensmann

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1.
If you’ve ever been just north of Pune You just might’ve boarded a train leaving someday And you’d have been greeted by the sound Of a man playing a sweet lullaby It’s the Superfast Queen that he rides daily And the trip that you might remember maybe But its the way he just struck your heart Steam blows through his harp straight to Mumbai He talks to the people as you would’ve heard Telling away though he’s never spoken a word A story he’s tailored just for you I should tell her to come down to Deccan And he’s a reader of faces and figures akin You just might have to take the truth on the chin Whatever that means to you She’s eighteen and oh so pretty I found my own desire A thousand miles away from home Long lost beneath my prior life It showed that she should be the one to be my own As I ponder the lessons that were taught on a train And as the car weaves its way through the midsummer rain How does it all relate? My mind pours as I wait for reason Like a script they stole from a classic of love I’d been stricken by a cliché from above A revelation delivered through song My station’s coming up not to long I found my own desire A thousand miles away from home Long lost beneath my prior life It showed that she should be the one to be my own So now that I know that she is for me Though I should probably question my own sanity Is it the sticky air in this train? The moist foiling my brain down in Deccan But regardless of any bug that I’ve caught I hope you’ll understand the train of my thought Maybe you can say „hi“ from me I wouldn’t dare to come back from Deccan
2.
I stuck my finger in a socket for a little rush I felt connected to the current through my tender touch You’ve been changing all along but I missed the ride You drove me out the city, you pushed me to the side Oh you and I we’ve got to work things out Once I find my place you’ll see I’m alright I’m alright for you This city circus isn’t ringing any bells for me A lotta lights, lotta cars but I’m all at sea If you admit to rushing, I’ll admit to pulling out If we can find our rhythm, I’ll agree to try it out Oh you and I we’ve got to work things out Once I find my place you’ll see I’m alright I’m alright for you I wished that I was a regular specimen But I was (I was, I was) I was still thinking of you Could there be anything you wouldn’t do I’m so sure You assured me that all of my dreams would come true But you we’re (you we’re, you we’re) You were still thinking of me I still love you
3.
It came down like an avalanche A crushing wave of now right on her front deck It caught her square in the face Like a stone she swallowed whole Another bulge from the inside of her neck It hit her twice as hard It caught her way off guard Fold it up and put it back It’s not a pretty chair Try and lock it to the ground It’s not a pretty chair Every time and time again Her confidence implodes It’s not a pretty chair but it holds my weight Now my string of indecision Has left me grasping for another shot at helping For means to rewind ‘Cause just a molecule of comfort Just a cosmic redirection of an outcome I’ll make it the next stone I’m heading straight to the phone Fold it up and put it back It’s not a pretty chair Try and lock it to the ground It’s not a pretty chair Every time and time again Her confidence implodes It’s not a pretty chair but it holds my weight
4.
The clock strikes eleven And as I put out the light This’ll never feel right ‘Cause as I lie twisted in my bed There’s gap to my right Cold turkey for the night You know I do feel quite silly In my position of unrest Lying there in silent protest But I’m not the martyr of love Who was nailed to his bed Am I a fool with wires loose in his head? Cause it seems so ridiculous to lose my mind When I lose you to the night A constant reminder of my debt to the light So put me into a cell Lock me in with my kind You’ll see our love isn’t blind As I twist inside my sheets A giant pendulum swings To the dance of different routines And like a cancerous waltz It’s taking over my brain And it succeeds at it’s relentless campaign So as long as you breath I’ll have my rest cut out Unless your lying right inside my bed Though I never signed over my sleeping rights It’s a lawless joy Not a flawless ploy It’s cold turkey for the night As morning comes And my fears have ceased Concealed by a blanket of peace My rational comes about To gain the upper hand A soldier reclaiming the land Still there’s no amount of insight No cure for relapse To keep me from persistent collapse But as a man madly in love Only one view will stay It’s worth it day after day
5.
It’s been some time Since I left home A whole new world at my feet And many of people shook my hand In support of my new life Oh how the choice I made was right And the first few weeks They seemed alright I’ll chalk that down to beginner’s luck A time spent blind of what would come Like steamboat high at sea How things came crashing down on me I found myself In this new place My eyes now open I could see A life of things I could achieve To hang up on my wall It had nothing to do with me I realized That all of my Endeavours have been forced by a false aim There was nothing to leave behind And nothing to search for I left just for leaving’s sake Now I’m here In my old home The scent of hot coffee in the air When I look back to where I’ve been I’d been searching for so long Only to find, this is the place where I belong
6.
Home (live) 05:00
It’s the end of day Early morning as they say I’ve reached the solitary time of the night And the mob that graced my joint Very few have stayed on point As the last of them mingle in plain sight And draped over a chair Seemingly lost in prayer A man stares holes into his cup So I poke him in through his coat Stain ridden like a goat His knees sway back and forth as he gets up “Good evening sir It seems I’ve had a few See I came here to unwind Now my mind’s astir and in a blur Could you pour me one more pint I forgot my way home?” In the very corner of the bar I spot a girl from afar She wears a face like a hundred days of rain And you can see it in her eyes The whole shape of her disguise It’s lefts her folks at home waiting all in vain So I approach her with a smile And she’s really been here a while “Please finish up your drink it’s time to go!” But the glance that I receive Is not one of approval I believe “Mr. Barkeep there’s some things that you should know!” “If you could see What I go through Every day spent on the brink Then I guarantee, accordingly You’ll pour me one more drink Don’t make me go home Propped up against a wall A businessman, quite tall Is humming to his favourite tune He’s an expat you could guess Working in that banking mess A sight not too rare in this saloon So I hand him his bill And the banker humming still Crumples up the piece and gives it back Glancing through the flames Looking up he explains “I still have some memories to unpack” “See I miss my land Like I miss my kin I haven’t seen them in a year So if you understand the stake at hand Please pour me one more beer This place feels like home!” Sitting there at last Our most regular outcast A scientist as he’d have let you know But now a scrambled head His day’s a loop as they’ve said You could watch it like a rerun of a show He scribbles down for ages Numbers filling up his pages A ritual he follows day-to-day Another scene in his script A narrative never skipped I know the words that he’s about to say “I calculate The moon and stars It confirms the given link We’re of common kind With our troubled minds So much closer than you think Treating all our woes In these walls that show A kind of comfort that we seek So congratulate if you relate And pour us both a drink This place is our home”
7.
You lost your girl You put her poster on a wall Hoping that she might be returned Out of answers, out of luck You put a penny on a prayer But there wasn’t much salvation to be earned Clearly, this soul search must be adjourned So in light of what I know It’s all a myth There’s no answers in the wind She got caught up with God She needed something new While you got caught up with every goddamn thing that you knew Now the only choice you have is to surrender to the cause And figure out what the hell I’m supposed to do When you’re at the beach When you catch the whisper of a shell You’ll find there is no wisdom in it’s call Just like the colorcoded tags In your catalogue of dreams Did you really think they’d be any help at all? All your diaries up on the wall So in light of what I know It’s all a myth It’s all a myth There’s no answers in the wind She got caught up with God She needed something new While you got caught up with every goddamn thing that you knew Now the only choice you have is to surrender to the cause And figure out what the hell I’m supposed to do All your diaries up on the wall All the love letters in your drawer And all the days you spent at the gym trying to look fit so you could get back at her And all the days you could’ve just moved on So in light of what I know It’s all a myth It’s all a myth There’s no answers in the wind She got caught up with God She needed something new While you got caught up with every goddamn thing that you knew Now the only choice you have is to surrender to the cause And figure out what the hell I’m supposed to do
8.
If I were a vendor for popsicles On arctic trips through icy terrain Or a merchant for snorkels in a dead desert town You’d back me in sun as in rain If my biggest endeavor was a rental store For roller-skates far out at sea We might not make cover for Forbe’s magazine But you’d still be there for me You don’t care for ordinary You are always there and see me See me for all that I am And for every step I take You tie one of my boots and make it Make it so much easier for me If our most fatal threat was a UFO And I’d fought off the alien assault Each intrusion I scuppered and every skirmish I won Would see your embraces at fault And if my skeptics and doubters were groundhogs Never knowing a daylight’s appeal They’ll find me riding on sun-ridden streets And you’re at the wheel You don’t care for ordinary You are always there and see me See me for all that I am And for every step I take You tie one of my boots and make it Make it so much easier for me

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released January 19, 2018

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